In reading some of the 250 responses made on the site today, I have concluded that there was a program on BBC channel 4 last night, Tuesday, November 25th, 2003, called “Chatted to Death” (or something close) that delt with online suicide chat rooms.
If anyone has any information about this program, please either respond to this message or send me an email. I can be reached at chris@lurid.org.
Thanks in advance.
November 27th, 2003 at 10:47 am
hey chris, i saw some of that programme called chatting to death and it was about these suicide chatrooms on the net where people go to swap ideas on how to commit suicide and they interviewed people that use or used these sites and there was a specific interview with a lad who was online friends with a lad who killed himself live with methadone, very disturbing stuff and they spoke to the lads mother who was devastated to learn that he did it via webcam and gave out his mobile number and altho people rang it when they saw what he did no one rang the police or ambulance for him and he died later that night, thats about all i saw of the prog but u get the gist of it
November 29th, 2003 at 1:46 pm
Hi chris, I Saw it it was on Channel 4, not part of the bbc actually. But an easy mistake to make.
http://www.channel4.com/health/microsites/C/chatting_to_death/
CHATTING TO DEATH
Tuesday 25th November, 10.40pm
When he was 18, ostensibly happy Cornish teenager Simon Kelly committed suicide, soon after launching a website that announced his own death. Earlier this year, in Phoenix, Arizona, 21-year-old Brandon Vedas, aka ‘ripper’, became the first person to kill himself online with an audience watching, signing off with the words: “I told u I was hardcore.” Both youngsters were frequent visitors to suicide chat-rooms, which are becoming popular with a growing number of suicidal - and usually young - people.
Chatting to Death meets the friends and family of both Simon and Brandon, including Cary - aka ’smoke2k’ - who was one of the chat-room visitors accused of encouraging Brandon to kill himself. The programme hears their stories and speaks frankly with other youngsters with suicidal tendencies, including 20-year-old Andy, who believes that he could have killed himself had he not met 23-year-old Penny, who discouraged him from taking his own life, in a suicide chat-room.
Chatting to Death poses a number of significant questions: Does talking to other suicidal people increase the likelihood that someone will kill themselves? Or can speaking to someone who shares their problems and consequently understands them stop them committing suicide? And is a person who commits suicide 100% responsible for their own death?
For support and help with any of the issues raised in the programme, follow the links on the right, or have a look at the organisations, websites and books listed on this site.
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November 30th, 2003 at 8:13 am
What did chris do to you? Did he film you whilst mummy was sucking you off?
Have a nice day:)
November 30th, 2003 at 12:46 pm
My what a creative post. Where did you learn all those big and creative words?
November 30th, 2003 at 5:53 pm
I watched that chatting to death programme, i thought it was good in a twisted way. Anyway, i was wondering if anyone knew the names of any of the websites those people visited…?
December 1st, 2003 at 8:18 am
Ooo, lookie. Someone learned how to cut and paste. Very impressive.
–Chris
December 1st, 2003 at 11:18 am
i saw the whole programme. it was actually very disturbing that these children cant talk with anyone about the need to die, unless they are faceless people tapping away on keyboards.
it was harsh viewing!!
plus this website address popped up in the course of the evening, thats how i heard of you.
December 1st, 2003 at 12:40 pm
Does anyone have a taped copy of this program or know how I can get one?
I had no idea that my web site would be used and would like to see it in the context of the whole show.
Please respond here to email me at chris@lurid.org
Thanks in advance.
–Chris
December 2nd, 2003 at 10:16 am
Sorry about posting that “Your a fucking cock head” I dont know why I did it! Anyway, it was just to see how many reactions I could get out of people! Sorry!
December 2nd, 2003 at 4:49 pm
I have remember one site mentioned was the ’shroomery’
Currently i am tracking down Smoke2k the person who was featured. if anyoine has any infomation please e-mail me.
December 3rd, 2003 at 11:58 pm
omg……u guys dont get it at all……its not disturbing that ppl go on those sites at all. i go on sites like that all the time, but for self injury, not suicide. its not disturbing……its just the only place some people can get help…..and it does help. people dont encourage me to cut myself or kill myself. and sometimes its just easier to ‘talk’ to people online rather than face to face. its just a way for people to get help……its not twisted or whatever……
sorry if i misinterpretted what you guys posted, but it just sounded like u were kinda against it all….cya
December 17th, 2003 at 9:36 am
If you wanna kill yourself, just FUCKING DO IT! so the rest of us can use the oxygen that you are fucking wasting!
December 17th, 2003 at 9:38 am
I’m deprest this , I’m deprest that , I’m gonna kill meself this, I’m gonna kill meself that just fucking do it all ready you wasters !!!!
December 20th, 2003 at 10:52 pm
Fuck you Anon 2. Depression is a chemical imbalance in the brain for which the individual has no control over whatsoever, so grow up you little twat and gain some insight on the subject before you make stupid ass comments like that.
December 22nd, 2003 at 6:05 am
I realised recently that if I ever caused an upset with someone - knowingly or unknowingly - that I would try to handle this upset by harming myself in an effort to placate the other person. This included serious physical damage to myself and attempted suicide. Having spotted this I am now no longer going to do it and wished to let you know this. It would be better for me to confront the things I have caused and handle them. Love Mick.
December 22nd, 2003 at 2:10 pm
I cut myself and my depression is really bad i hate it i think these sites to tlk to sum1 are really good. I’m only 13 and i want to die half of the time how much does that suck i SHUD be happy. ppl saying that we waste oxygen are just bastards they dont know wot ppl go thru.
December 23rd, 2003 at 11:06 am
DOES SOMBODY KNOW THE WEB ADDRESS FOR THAT SUICIDE CHAT ROOM? PASS IT ON IF YOU DO PLEASE
December 23rd, 2003 at 11:07 am
DOES SOMBODY KNOW THE WEB ADDRESS FOR THAT SUICIDE CHAT ROOM? PASS IT ON IF YOU DO PLEASE
December 23rd, 2003 at 11:09 am
THIS IS MY EMAIL ADDRESS
December 28th, 2003 at 4:14 am
suicide is a permanant solution to a temparaily problem
January 2nd, 2004 at 1:09 pm
I didn’t see this website on there actually, which is strange cause I watched closely, but then I could have been cringing at myself.
Laura
January 3rd, 2004 at 4:31 am
I’m not sure which site the show was talking about, but the ash bus stop is the best one I’ve ever seen. http://www.ashbusstop.org
IRC chat at irc.ashbusstop.org:6667
room is #alt.suicide.bus.stop
January 3rd, 2004 at 4:37 am
nikki - life is a temporary solution to a permenant problem
January 3rd, 2004 at 4:29 pm
chris Don’t know if this helps but they appear to be repeating this program on chan4
Time - 01:05 - 02:10 (1 hour and 5 minutes long)
When - Sunday 4th January on Channel 4
hope that helps
January 3rd, 2004 at 7:23 pm
Well, I dont know about you lot, but i’m depressed a lot of the time, and suicide doesn’t come into it. I think that a lot of you should take stock and actually think about how this would affect everyone around you and you never know what life holds for you tomorrow!
Soz like.
January 4th, 2004 at 5:21 am
I think everyone has been through a stage where they dont want to live and they think everything is pointless and bad in their life but give it time. My life was hell, my dad beat me, i wa failing everything at school and just as all that ended my close friend greg young died of a heart disease (youl always be in my heart greg). Im only 14 years of age and my life is kind of recovering now and i want to live to see what comes of 2moro. I watched the whole programme of “chatting to death” and i know it sounds harsh but i wasnt disturbed in any sort of way when the suicidal people were talking. All my life ive wondered what im going to do with it, will i be an artist? will i be a p.e teacher? i neva really knew but now ive realised i want to invesitgate and help people to solve their problems and to gain a happy life again. Im tryin to research further into simon kellys and penny and brandon etc. If you no any of the chat rooms sites and can help me get to the shroomery etc….please email me on lynseyappleby@hotmail.com
it would be very helpful. Thankyou alot. Good luck for the 2004 every1!
January 4th, 2004 at 7:39 am
WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO DIE AND IF AS YOU SAY DEPRESSION IS CHEMICAL IN BALANCE THEN WHY NOT REDRESS THE BALANCE BY LOOKING AT IT THIS WAY INSTED OF SAYING I HATE THIS FEELING I WANT TO DIE SAY I HATE THIS FEELING I NEED SOME CHEMICALS IE E
January 4th, 2004 at 9:28 am
i have a friend who self harms n there is nothing i can say to help her or to stop her. we were discussing the programme n i sed that if sum1 wants to seriously kill themselves it is possible, n she sed sumtimes they tell ppl b4 cos they want to be stopped, to feel wanted. there is nothing more i can do to show my friend how much she means to me, but she still wont stop hurting herself. some ppl just dont want to be helped. after seeing the programme i think that andy is great for getting thru it all, and that idiot i dunno his name, the one who was eggin that other boy to take more drugs n methodone should feel really guilty, he showed no remorse
January 4th, 2004 at 10:16 am
i actually watched the program u are all on about last nite and it was very intresting watching it i allso get depressed due to being addicted to drugs for 5 years in my younger years anyway one day something just click in my head and told me to get myself off this shit and while i was going through i wanted to kill myself just to end the pain but the only thing that stop me was thinking about how much hurt i would cause my family anyway cut and long story short i pulled through and i have not had drugs now for about 7 to 8 years its all about how strong u are in side and how u see yourself not the way people see u.anyway that dude smoke2k showed no remorse for not calling the ambulance or the police something which i am having trouble getting my head around watch the program its intresting and it opens your eyes to wat the internet is all about something for the lonely bye!
January 4th, 2004 at 10:33 am
I saw that program last nite and i thought it was excellent. I didn’t think it was disturbing, i thought it was very very interseting. A good insight to how depressed people feel. Tho i think its really sad that people feel like this for no reason. I agree bout smoke2k - he didn’t show any remorse, but i di agree with him when he sed you can’t tell whats real online. That brandon kid could have been faking it or something. He still should have called the police though, just incase. I really loved Andy tho - just wanted to give him a hug! He seemed like a lovely person! I’d also love to visit the websites they were talking about, just to see really. I’m lukin 4 them now! I found this hilarious website - www.ewav.com. It has a section of cool suicide methods. Its a complete pisstake, out of order but really funny!
January 4th, 2004 at 11:57 am
I also watched the programme and find what some of the people have said in reply to the origional email very offensive. People try to commit suicide because they just feel like there is nothing left for them where they are. I heard a quote once it was: Suicide is not chosen; it happens
when pain exceeds resources for coping with pain.
and i agree with that. Things that were raised in the programme were very true. For example it is really hard to kill yourself i should know!
I would like to know about aome of these chatrooms because i honestly believe if i had had people who felt the same as me to talk to i wouldn’t have liver damage and my arms wouldnt look like a patchwork of scars.
don’t take the piss because you cant understand
and p.s yes it is a chemical imbalance but if you take the drugs you’ll get the sided effects ever hers of the cort case when they perscribed seroxat to under 16’s? think before you judge and get you facts straight!
bufly xxxxxxxxxxx
January 4th, 2004 at 3:04 pm
I’ve suffered depression for the past three years and the only reason I didn’t kill myself was because of my friend Craig and he’s really sick now and I feel that I’m slipping back so don’t make fun of people because you don’t truly understand.
January 5th, 2004 at 3:46 am
I HAVE BEEN OBESE SINCE I WAS A CHILD AND L8LY I HAVE BECOME SO FAT I CANT SEE MY OWN WILLY. ITS NOT FUNN Y THOUGH BECAUSE I AM SUFFERING DEPRESSION AND HAVE BEEN BULLIED IN THGE PAST. I HAVE SET MYSELF A TARGET TO KILL MYSELF IN THE NEXT FEW MONTHS OR NTO LOSE 10 STONE IN THE NEXT THREE. DIE COCKHEADS
January 5th, 2004 at 8:11 am
For Andy I dont think you now what the fuck your on about I totally think anon 2 is right so befor you call him a twat think about it if people wana kill them selvs then let am so rock on anon 2, and andy your a twat!!
January 5th, 2004 at 8:16 am
anon 1 and 2 r right. dont call them childish bcoz u r the 1 cumin on this website seeking attention. keep ur problems to urself and the rope ur gonna kill urself with. if u wanna die then do it, and to that fat kid,u wanna lose wait dont u,its not my fault youll be in mc donalds five times a day. do sum exercise.
January 5th, 2004 at 8:16 am
anon 1 and 2 r right. dont call them childish bcoz u r the 1 cumin on this website seeking attention. keep ur problems to urself and the rope ur gonna kill urself with. if u wanna die then do it, and to that fat kid,u wanna lose wait dont u,its not my fault youll be in mc donalds five times a day. do sum exercise.
January 5th, 2004 at 8:18 am
JUST FUCKING DIE!!!
January 5th, 2004 at 8:20 am
did u like ur rope that u got for christmas
January 5th, 2004 at 8:24 am
anon 3 I dont think you should call him fat its not all his fault i mean sure he could do somit about it but its up to him.
January 5th, 2004 at 8:25 am
HE IS JUST TO fat
January 5th, 2004 at 6:14 pm
WELL SEEMS A LOT OF PEOPLE DONT HAVE A CHEMICAL INBALANCE ,SOME ARE JUST FEELING SORRY FOR THEM SELFS LIKE FAT BLOKE MORE LACK OF BALANCE,BEFORE YOU KILL YOURSELF WHY NOT KILL THOSE WHO BULLIED YOU I WOULD IF I WAS GONNA DIE THEN I WOULD NOT WORRY ABOUT JAIL,AS FOR MOANING ABOUT OH WHY YOU SO MEAN YOU DONT UNDERSTAND WELL GET A GRIP O YER NICKERS,I KNOW LOADS OF PEOPLE WHO ARE DEAD THREW DRUG ODS AND THEY AINT NO DIFERENT FROM GUY WHO DID ON NET,THEY WOULD HAVE SOLD THERE GRANNYS FOR BROWN SHIT,SOME CUNTS ARE BETTER DEAD SO IF THE DRUGS DONT WORK AND THERE IS NO TALKING YOU OUT WHY LEAVE SHIT ON HERE WHAT YOU THINK LIFE IS LIKE THE MATRIX OR SOMTHING AND THE NET OVERLORD WILL FIX YOUR CORRUPT CORE LOL,SO LIKE THEY ONES WHO SAID IT BEFORE JUST GET ON WITH IT OR GET GRIP AS FOR TUBBY LARD ASS BETTER DO THE CUNTS THAT RIBBED YOUR FAT ASS THAN YOUR SELF JUST DONT EAT THEM,SEEMS ALL THOSE FRIED CHICKEN AND BEANS GOT YOU IN OPHERA JEANS..A LITTLE LEAN CUISINE WOULDNT HURT MUCH …….SLIMKB…..
January 6th, 2004 at 5:34 am
WELL SAID SCOTLAND
HE SHOULD JUST GET ON WITH IT AND DIE ALL READY OR GET A LIFE
SO WHAT WILL IT BE FATTY??
January 6th, 2004 at 6:58 am
10. Hari Kari- You disembowel yourself with a samari short sword in an effort to restore your honor. Possibly one of the most badass ways to kill yourself.
9. Death by vacume- Go to space, and bust open a small window. Everything inside your spaceship, yourself included will be sucked out into the vacume of space. You won’t last too long out there.
8. Throw yourself to wild baboons- Baboons are the most vicious of all primates. If you smother yourself in raw bloody meat before hand, then you will be torn apart very quickly. For and extra good measure through in some rabid wolvierines.
7. Burn yourself to death- Soak you close in flamable liquids, and then jump into a pool of gasoline. Next smoke your last cigarette (see? smoking can kill you).
6. Sky dive onto the Empire State Building- Jump out of a plane with no parachute. Do this over NYC and stear yourself to the Empire State Building. Now impale yourself on the spire. Bonus points if you get the point through your eye.
5. Pendulum blade- a pendulum blade that lowers itself and wait under it. For more information read Edgar Allan Poe’s “The Pit and The Pendulum”.
4. Overdose on Shrooms- sure you’ll spend the whole time vomitting, but just imagine the shit that will be going through your head.
3. Hanging with slit wrist followed by bullet to the head- First set up and noose, stand on a chair and put your neck through, make sure your gun is within your grasp. Now slit your wrists and kick out the chair. If your neck hasn’t snapped, good, this means you’re still with us and can continue on to the final step. Pick up the gun next to you(this will be harder than it sounds at this point) and give yourself a one course meal of lead.
2. Poison- First go out and collect a scorpion, a black widow, a killer bee, a venomous snake( i prefer the coral snake), and a gila monster. Now provoke each one untill, they bite or sting you. Afterwards jump on a pile of used nettles
1. Car chase- First steal a fast car of your choice. Now speed past a cop. Once he is in pursuit find the nearsest cliff with train tracks bellow. Use your awesome timing skills and land on a train carring nuclear waste after you go flying off the cliff. The resulting explosion will not be soon forgotten.
January 6th, 2004 at 7:05 am
ABOVE ARE SOME SUGGESTIONS TO DO THE JOB
OR YOU CAN JUST GO HOME,SEAL UP THE ROOM SET YOUR OVEN ON HIGH FOR ABOUT 2 HOURS AND KISS YOUR ASS GOODBYE YOU JUST GASED YOUR SELF WELL DONE ITS A SUICIDE,STILL NOT CONVINCED THEN GO HANG YER ASS WITH BARB WIRE……ME I LIVE ON,THEY WILL DRAG THIS SORRY MUDDA FUKKAS ASS OUT KICKING AND SCREAMING…I WANNA LIVE 4 EVER BUT SETTLE FOR 100 NOT OUT YEE HAA I FUCKING LOVE LIFE HAHAHAHAHAHAHA IM OFF FOR A FAT BLUNT AND SOME BANGIN BEATS
January 6th, 2004 at 2:06 pm
wouldn’t it be ironic if you were shot tomorrow.
January 6th, 2004 at 2:20 pm
IRONIC NO! THAT WOULD BE SHITE BUT LUCKY FOR SUICIDAL PERSON SO AS FOR IRONIC YOU NEED TO READ WHAT THEY SAY CAUSE IF THATS NOT IRONIC THEN WHAT IS,THEY ARE TOO BUSY LEAVING SHIT ON HERE TO DO THE NESSESARY,
I RECON THEY SHOULD BECOME LIVING ORGAN DONARS FOR CUNTS THAT WANT TO LIVE,AS FOR UR MUM,THANK FUCK YOUR NOT SOUND LIKE A RIGHT SELF RIGHTOUS COW THAT IS IN NEED OF A GOOD SHAGGING,SO GO TELL IT ON THE MOUNTAIN OR SOMTHING…BIG UP TO THOSE LIVING IT LARGE..PEACE OUT TO THE ANON CREW 1,2,3,4 CAUSE LIKE FAME I WANNA LIVE FOREVER………ME GETTING SHOT BE LIKE NATS ON KOJACK NEVER SEEN NEVER HAPPENED NEVER OCCUR…UR MUM KISS MY SKINNY HAIRY WHITE ASS……….SLIMKB
January 7th, 2004 at 8:19 am
I carnt believe u lot were all taking the mik out of your sad little perfetic lifes and how depressed you are well gess what we all have troubles but we all get on with it for example I now anon and hes just a lanky bastard and anon 4 is a demented teletubby but you dont hear them moan, I mean im better than God so I have a brilliant lfe never depressed so U lot just need to ceer up or start listening to Scotlad. So rock on all ANONS!!!!!!
January 7th, 2004 at 8:23 am
Do us all a faver and send in replys to which one of us you would like to die so we now whos doing the better job !!!
THANKS
January 7th, 2004 at 9:13 am
Nice list you have there scotland. I think the best on there is no 6 but it should be you get a bonus points if you manage to impale your self threw you scrotum
now that would hurt ^_^
HOCK ON ALL AONO’s AND SCOTLAND
January 7th, 2004 at 10:45 am
I’ll leave the ‘ass kissing’ to the anon crew, thanks Scotland. By the way Anon 1, Scotland has my vote. If you are getting money by posting shit here then I applaud all of you.
January 7th, 2004 at 11:09 am
Hey everyone, Jst emailin bk to say please giv me sum info on simon kelly or brandon etc, it wud really cum in handy. Ive only had one email so far and i kinda need more! Email me on lynseyappleby@hotmail.com, luv yaz! bye bye!
January 7th, 2004 at 2:23 pm
Guys i have to agree with what Ali said on the subject i watched the program..and i was searching for one of those sites when i found yours. The reason people go on those sites is cus they feel as though no-one cares and it helps vent your troubles with a ‘faceless person’. I could kill myself tonight..infact i could do it right now and only the people i talk to online would know…it’s so easy to keep it quiet..espacially when you have two full boxes of Venlafaxine 75mg and a 1ltr bottle of vodka. Well if anyone knows any site addresses e-mail them to me. Thanks
January 7th, 2004 at 7:04 pm
hey.i think jst the litre of vodka wud finish me off hawk!theres quite a big risk of survival with drugs,id crash my car bigstyle if maybe when i do it,no 1 wud suvive a crash in a car as small as mine doin 120mph,i havnt even got my drivers license nemore,speedin 2 many times,when i get it back ill c how i feel.im really depressed,and afraid 2 say its all down 2 girls!it always is with me.i dont have many friends either,spent newyears on my own,on a bench with my discman,listening 2 avril lavigne is the only thing keeping ,me alive at the moment!
January 8th, 2004 at 6:23 am
So I get no ones vote, No ones at all, come on people im evil sure some one out there wants to vote for me I mean you havent voted for any of the anons !!!!! fuck scotland were better. anon your getting lakyer everday and anon 1 your my god !!
January 8th, 2004 at 6:24 am
I now im a god but you anon 2 are my idol even if you carnt spell lanky.
January 8th, 2004 at 6:25 am
Cool Ways to Kill Yourself
Life Got You Down?
If you’ve been a little depressed lately and have contemplated partaking in the bliss of death, here are a couple of cool ways to kill yourself. Even if you don’t use these exclusive royalty-free methods, remember to do it as creatively as possible. Don’t be boring and just take sleeping pills — go out with style and flare.
All these methods require some planning but don’t let that dissuade you. Your life must be pretty pathetic if you’re killing yourself. Why not leave a legacy?
Jumping
Here are a couple of great ways to kill your self by jumping off a tall building or cliff or basically anything really high. The thing about these is that they generally work best if you can get a big crowd watching before you jump. Don’t do it when there is no one around. There’s just no bloody point in that.
Explosives Strapped to Your Body
Difficulty level: 7
Get a LOT of explosives. The more the better.
Hook up a detonator to an altimeter. Set it for 100-200 feet. That will give you good dispersion.
Mix vaseline and gasoline in a bucket.
Find a really tall building. Something like the World Trade Center (not anymore, but you get the idea) is perfect and is in a sufficiently crowded area to generate the proper sized crowd.
Get an extra large trench coat, ski mask, duct tape and a lighter.
Bring your materials to the top of your building. Liberally apply the vaseline-gasoline mixture to your entire body. Duct tape the explosives around your legs, arms, head and torso. The more you use the better. You cannot overdo this. Attach the altimeter to the explosives.
Put on the trench coat and mask so that the explosives are not visible.
Start ranting and throwing things so that you are sure to attract notice. Drag this part out as long as possible. Say anything that comes to mind but try to stay away from real problems. Your love life DOES NOT make for a good sound bite. Ask for news cameras from the major networks. Pace around a lot while waving your arms.
DO NOT let on that you have explosives on your body. The police will clear the area and you definitely don’t want that.
When you’ve gotten the crowd to a fevered pitch, when the helicopters are hovering like vultures, whip off the jacket and set yourself on fire.
Wait until you are completely engulfed in flame then jump.
Try to steer yourself towards the crowd. That way flaming falling body parts will pelt the fleeing onlookers when you explode.
Congratulations! You’ve just made history.
Falling through Chain Saws
Difficulty level: 10
This is much more difficult to pull off. Instead of explosives, the money shot is you falling though three or four operating chain saws. You do not need as high a building for this — anything above three stories will do. Remember to use the vaseline-gasoline mixture. That’s the ingredient that adds pizzazz.
Bullet in Your Head
Difficulty level: 1
HAMMER a bullet into your skull. Make sure there is an empty gun nearby but do not fire it. Bash the bullet into your frontal lobe. It doesn’t matter how you get it done it will perplex the authorities for years and you will, most assuredly, be a hot news topic. Hell, you want fame in death to rival the obscurity you had in life don’t you?
Death by Hairball
Difficulty level: 3
Get a cat or a dog and brush it every day. Save the hair until you have a giant hairball. Plug up your nose then shove the hairball into your mouth.
Leave a cryptic note about how you believe little Fluffy or Rover was planning to kill you in your sleep.
Meat Grinder
Difficulty level: 11
Find a sausage making company that has a giant meat grinder. Set up a hidden video camera to tape your death. Leave a will with explicit instructions that it not be read until one year after the night of your grinding. In it, detail the way you died and the location of the hidden camera.
Sneak in at night naked and turn on the video camera. Climb into the grinder and take massive amounts of pills of your choice. Make sure it is enough to kill you.
In the morning you will be ground up and made into sausages. One year later your will, will be read to the news media and people all around the nation will vomit simultaneously.
Drown in Your Own Urine
Difficulty level: 8
Get a huge vat or possibly an above ground pool. Save all your urine. Drown yourself in it. Put a note on the side of the pool saying, “MY URINE.”
This method would work for any body fluid: vomit, snot, dooty. For you despondent guys out there: A vat of your own sperm would be truly impressive. You will have to get some viagra and work frantically for years, but what else have you got to do? Pop into alt.binaries.erotica.bestiality and get crackin’.
Make a Political Statement
Difficulty level: 5
The abundance of media outlets these days has afforded a nearly infinite number of ways to relay your message of doom and despair while consequently minimizing the impact. No longer can you be assured a sizable audience for the ranting and pontificating that so often accompany political/ecological/religious movements.
“Oh, whatever can I do?!” you may be wailing. “The world is coming to an end. Death and despair loom on the horizon. [Insert your hated adversary’s name here] is the embodiment of evil. He/she/they/it is/are/will be the antichrist/destruction of us all/black death come to haunt us/etc.”
“How can I get my cause the attention it deserves?” you ask. The answer is simple: A futile pointless violent act displayed to millions on the evening news.
Chop Your Own Head Off While Standing Next to a Major World Leader
Ingratiate yourself with your chosen mark. Get his/her/its confidence. Become a trusted member of the inner circle.
Sew a hand ax into a coat or jacket so that it is easily removable but not particularly visible.
Make a statement. Video tape is preferable because the TV news shows love visuals. The more visual material they have the better. The next best thing would be audio tape. It won’t hold an audience as well but at least it can be played under the video of your death. Never write a letter. No one reads anymore. No one will care. Make sure your message will be easily found on your corpse.
On the day of a major rally, with hundreds or thousands of attendees and lots of television cameras, wear the coat with the hand ax attached.
Send backup copies of your message to as many news outlets as you can on the appointed day.
Stand in the background as you remove the ax from the coat. When you are finished move slowly toward your dignitary.
As the event reaches its climax, whip out the ax and lop off your own head. If possible try to run around like a chicken. Make sure to get as much blood on the famous person as possible. Aim well. That will be the image that gets the news coverage and the sour faces from Cathy Lee Gifford.
Bask in your glorious death. You’ve made the supreme sacrifice to save the world and have ended the torment that was your existence.
Assisted Suicide
Sometimes you need help. Sometimes it takes a committee. Some of the many ways of suicide are just too complicated to do alone. These are perfectly valid routes to bliss and will not taint, in any way, your death.
Death by Seinfeld
Difficulty level: 9
Find a strong burly friend that will help you. Then find Jerry Seinfeld. Have your strong burly friend pick up Seinfeld and beat you to death with him.
Later Jerry will make a tv show out of it or maybe it will just end up in his act. “So I said, Hey! Who are these people that pick up other people and beat other people to death with them?”
Plug ‘Em Up
Difficulty level: -1
Get a lot of ten-ton epoxy to seal any and all body openings. Wait a while. Explode.
This method contributed by Scott Disanno
A Pun Death
Difficulty level: 3
Take five large steaks. Rub them all over your body and stuff what remains into every pocket and orifice you can find. Tape at least one steak inside your clothing directly to your body. Find one large hungry grizzly bear. Taunt it till it comes to a full boil, attacks, and kills you.
Dying this way, at the paws of a grizzly bear, will allow the tabloid newspapers and daily tv news shows to use the headline “Grizzly Death!” repeatedly.
Intest You Intest Me
Difficulty level: 4
Sometimes you want to do something violent and bloody but you just don’t have the wherewithal to assemble a cache of assault weapons. This method is simple and convenient for those on limited budgets.
Make a small incision in your stomach.
Pull out your intestines.
Hang yourself with the intestines.
A cryptic note about aliens might be a nice touch.
End the Holiday Madness
Difficulty level: 6
Anyone with half a brain hates the Thanksgiving to Christmas season. There is too much family. Too many happy annoying people demanding things from you. Too much forced joy specials on television. And WAY too many repetitions of songs you’ve been listening to since childhood. Anything Cathy Lee Gifford espouses must, by definition, be evil.
The only way to escape this recurring nightmare is to:
Stick your head in the turkey just after it comes out of the oven preferably during the Christmas DayTMfamily gathering but a Thanksgiving DayTMend may also serve your purposes. Your timing really depends on your own peculiar circumstances.
Run around banging into family members all the while flailing your arms. You can never go wrong flailing your arms when trying to kill your self. The more flailing the better.
Go into a room that can be easily locked so you won’t be accidently saved by well meaning but inconsiderate friends or family members.
[Alternatively you can just flee the house and run through the streets aimlessly until you pass out. NO ONE in a large city will ever go near someone with a steaming turkey on his head. If you live in a wooded or rural area the best thing to do would be to run off into the wilderness so your body can be found with all sorts of gnaw marks on it from the multitude of animals that will flock to your decaying carcass (and the turkey’s too).]
An interesting footnote to this holiday might be to swallow a large number of Christmas ornaments (lights, small Santa dolls, actual fruit cake) before you follow your bliss. Give your family and friends (if you have either) something to discuss the following year.
January 8th, 2004 at 6:25 am
this site is pretty funny and people who want to kill themselves should do it or not ha ha ha
January 8th, 2004 at 6:26 am
Do you like my list ^_^
January 8th, 2004 at 6:27 am
For anon 4 WHY !!! the long list and me hellow !!
January 8th, 2004 at 6:29 am
you lot are gay
January 8th, 2004 at 6:29 am
AONO YOU ARE SICK
AONO LIKES CHILED PORN
January 8th, 2004 at 6:31 am
i mean ANON he likes baby porn
January 8th, 2004 at 6:31 am
u lot should invent the suicide boothe like on futurama and it could cost somtheing like 20p a go
January 8th, 2004 at 6:33 am
shut up me you asshole why don’t you die
January 8th, 2004 at 6:34 am
YOUR GAY ‘ME’
A SUICIDE BOOTHE THAT COSTS 20p
you can do it for nothing
January 8th, 2004 at 6:35 am
oi fuck off you greebo insane mother fuking bastard
January 8th, 2004 at 6:38 am
Hello “the one that should not be allowed on tv so went onto the internet”. Us the “Anons” agree with you. “Me” should fuck off and slit his wrists and drwon in his own blood…just to make sure!
Oh yeah…Anon 2 asks, “why weren’t you allowed on tv?”
January 8th, 2004 at 6:39 am
i am not allowed on tv as i tried to kill myself on it
January 8th, 2004 at 6:39 am
LOL
January 8th, 2004 at 6:39 am
your all wankers so i hope you all kill your self
January 8th, 2004 at 6:40 am
I mean “drown”… then just for laughs we will hang, draw and quarter him…just for kicks!
January 8th, 2004 at 6:40 am
i tried to emulate wot derren brown did
January 8th, 2004 at 6:41 am
Sweet “the one that should not be allowed on tv so went onto the internet”. Are you Derren Brown or something? LOL
January 8th, 2004 at 6:42 am
thank you but no
January 8th, 2004 at 6:43 am
fuck you ALL!!!!!!
January 8th, 2004 at 6:44 am
“ME”
FUCK OFF AND DIE!!!
January 8th, 2004 at 6:44 am
why dont you all just kill yourself and stop wasting my oxygen
January 8th, 2004 at 6:45 am
so who are all these anons they are kind and generous
January 8th, 2004 at 6:46 am
TO ME u R a fucking tosser you can have my oxygen when I find out who U are and ram it down your fucking neck U ass howl. TTFN
January 8th, 2004 at 6:46 am
i want to drive someone to suicide first
and then i will carry out no. 3 on Scotlands list
3. Hanging with slit wrist followed by bullet to the head- First set up and noose, stand on a chair and put your neck through, make sure your gun is within your grasp. Now slit your wrists and kick out the chair. If your neck hasn’t snapped, good, this means you’re still with us and can continue on to the final step. Pick up the gun next to you(this will be harder than it sounds at this point) and give yourself a one course meal of lead.
January 8th, 2004 at 6:47 am
i love you guys!!!!
January 8th, 2004 at 6:48 am
FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
January 8th, 2004 at 6:49 am
i mean your my only friends, no one likes me they hate me
January 8th, 2004 at 6:49 am
I am anon 2 I now we are kind and generous I just love to help people …………. I love you what R ya gay never repeat that again TAR o yeh anon 4 probably loves ya 2 cos hes GAY !
January 8th, 2004 at 6:50 am
we are all Homicidal, suicidal, sadistic maniacs!!! We are no “KIND AND GENEROUS”
January 8th, 2004 at 6:51 am
i meant as friends
January 8th, 2004 at 6:51 am
who is this freak!
January 8th, 2004 at 6:52 am
anon 1 is GAY but i am just a homicidal, suicidal, sadistic maniac!!
January 8th, 2004 at 6:54 am
u FUKIN lITTLE TWAT ANON 4 I WILL KILL U MY SELF YOU TOSSER, JUST U WAITR, CALL ME GAT U WANKER !!
January 8th, 2004 at 6:54 am
fuck you all i just wantd to make a friend and you made fun of me i cant take it anymore im gonna kill myself tonight
January 8th, 2004 at 6:54 am
GAT???
January 8th, 2004 at 6:55 am
SOZ ABOUT THE SPELLING U STILL A TWAT
January 8th, 2004 at 6:56 am
thank u anon4 for sharing those suicide tips
January 8th, 2004 at 6:56 am
Sure go on then. For hints and tips read Anon 4’s list and Scotlands
January 8th, 2004 at 6:56 am
good ridence to bad shit
January 8th, 2004 at 6:56 am
which one are you going to do???
January 8th, 2004 at 6:57 am
i wont miss him
January 8th, 2004 at 6:57 am
“ME”
YOUR GAY!
GO AND DIE!
January 8th, 2004 at 6:57 am
marbey the hanging one
January 8th, 2004 at 6:58 am
Go on then we will be ya friends but its a bit funny comin on a suicide web page to make friends!!!……I think we will get just fine C ya
January 8th, 2004 at 6:58 am
fuck you
January 8th, 2004 at 6:58 am
8pm tonight im gonna snuff it
January 8th, 2004 at 7:00 am
But then we will have no friends if you snuff it, but gotta go now speak to ya 2morrow bye
January 8th, 2004 at 8:17 am
i wont be here tomorrow
January 8th, 2004 at 11:33 am
you still there the “one that sould not be allowed on tv so went onto the internet”????
January 8th, 2004 at 2:19 pm
you dead yet????
if not reply
January 8th, 2004 at 2:19 pm
you dead yet????
if not reply
January 8th, 2004 at 2:29 pm
Well, this has to be the bizarrest site i ever did see. whole bunch of people wanting to kill themselves, a whole bunch of people getting kicks out of calling the suicidal ones twats… really odd. and then there’s me who actually has nothing of interest to say at all but for some reason is just typing shit coz have nothing better to do with my evening. life… oh life… dooo dooo dooo dooo
January 8th, 2004 at 2:46 pm
Anon 85 649,
who are you??
i know all the anons on this site but you are new
January 9th, 2004 at 6:35 am
Well
“One that should not be allowed on TV so went onto the internet”
Is now DEAD!
If he went threw with it
January 9th, 2004 at 7:08 am
hi SCOTLAND HERE WELL SEEMS IM BANNED FROM LEAVING SHIT HERE WELL THERE ARE WAYS ROUND THAT ,WHATS UP WITH THE SUICIDE POSSE MAKE SOME NOISE AHHGGGGG……..
SEEMS I CAN GET INTO USA WITHOUT VISA SO CRIMINAL RECORD CANT STOP ME NOW SO ALL YOU SHERMAN TANKS I WILL BE HOLDING SURGERYS FOR ASSISTED SUICED EVERY DAY IM THERE USING KNITTING NEEDLES JET HOSES AND POTATO PEELERS WITH VINEGAR CATCHA SOON OH EVERY BODY DISSING ME HOPE YOU DIE SOON THOSE WHO AINT WHY LOL?
January 9th, 2004 at 7:13 am
PS YOU GET BANNED JUST COME BACK IN DIFFERENT DOMAIN NAME THOSE WHO ARE SUICIDAL CAN COME BACK AS GHOSTS,TO THE FAT POSSE ..JELLY ON A PLATE……TO THE MAD POSSE….WOOGA WOGA WOOGIE WOO…..TO THE WHOLE ENTIRE SUICIDE POSSE…GET GRIP OF YOUR KNICKERS YOU BUNCH OF BORING ODD LOOKING DISEASED CUNTS..TO THE POSSE WHO WANNA LIVE… PARTY TO THE BEAT OF THEIR BODYS HITTING THE GROUND………SCOTLAND AKA SLIMKB
January 12th, 2004 at 7:23 am
Hi every body ( those still alive ) the one that was not aloud on tv he dident kill him self it was all a lie my the one called ME U Twat well its been awhile just sayin hi
January 12th, 2004 at 7:32 am
I AM GOING TO KILL YOU “ME”
YOU ARE A FUCKING BASTARD!!!
hi anon 2 you gay bastard
January 12th, 2004 at 4:50 pm
I need someone to talk to
January 13th, 2004 at 7:19 am
i feel just the same as some of those people on the prgram just i dont have the guts to kill my self i just wish i dont have to wake up in the morning
Fiona
January 13th, 2004 at 8:46 am
fiona
it does sound like you wanna wake up in the morning coz u’r writing on a site soundin like you want help- if you were meant to kill yourself, and thought it was best;you’d find the guts to do that…
i don’t think anyone can help you unless they just become a friend of yours… plz reply, can i get your e-mail add?
January 14th, 2004 at 4:48 am
until u feel how i feel u will never know
Fiona
January 14th, 2004 at 9:05 am
Fiona, I 2 wish I don’t have to wake up in the morning. I would like to get up in the afternoon! I don’t really wanna get up in the afternoon…but I have 2!
January 14th, 2004 at 9:05 am
Fiona, I 2 wish I don’t have to wake up in the morning. I would like to get up in the afternoon! I don’t really wanna get up in the afternoon…but I have 2!
January 14th, 2004 at 9:05 am
Fiona, I 2 wish I don’t have to wake up in the morning. I would like to get up in the afternoon! I don’t really wanna get up in the afternoon…but I have 2!
January 14th, 2004 at 9:05 am
Fiona, I 2 wish I don’t have to wake up in the morning. I would like to get up in the afternoon! I don’t really wanna get up in the afternoon…but I have 2!
January 14th, 2004 at 9:05 am
Fiona, I 2 wish I don’t have to wake up in the morning. I would like to get up in the afternoon! I don’t really wanna get up in the afternoon…but I have 2!
January 14th, 2004 at 9:05 am
Fiona, I 2 wish I don’t have to wake up in the morning. I would like to get up in the afternoon! I don’t really wanna get up in the afternoon…but I have 2!
January 14th, 2004 at 9:54 am
what i cant understand is why all these fucking suicide heads wanna make a big song and dance about the fact that they really wanna die. if they really wanted to die that much they’d just stop fucking breathing.
as for a chemical inbalance, thats horse shit. all emotions are chemical inbalances, deal with it dick face. if any of you fuckers know where theres any of those suicide chat rooms for me to flame the fuck out of then msg me or some shit
January 14th, 2004 at 11:13 am
shut the bloody hell up dont u dare mock us we came on here to discuse the way we feel not get mockedby ppl who have never felt this way
fiona
January 14th, 2004 at 2:26 pm
Ignore Last post
fiona
January 14th, 2004 at 6:20 pm
[Moderated: inappropriate content removed and user’s IP banned.]
January 14th, 2004 at 7:00 pm
banned?so was i
January 14th, 2004 at 7:04 pm
If you fuckers would stop posting stupid shit about killing people he probably wouldn’t ban you.
Just a thought.
January 15th, 2004 at 4:57 am
i wann go 2 one of these rooms how do i get there?
x
January 15th, 2004 at 4:57 am
i wann go 2 one of these rooms how do i get there?
x
January 15th, 2004 at 5:55 am
leave suicidal people alone, just becauseYOU dont understand doesnt mean problems arent there!No wonder people feel suicidal with people like you in the world
January 15th, 2004 at 12:35 pm
hi i just cum on how r al u gize email me yeah on sherie915@yahoo.co.uk
January 15th, 2004 at 12:36 pm
too right
fiona
January 19th, 2004 at 2:33 am
omg…..some of you guys (SCOTLAND) are fucked. but yeah. anyway…….youll die one day so who cares what you say while you’re living. in the long run its just going to become totally insignificant and forgotten.
an address for one of these sites is www.ruinyourlife.com
its really good and helpful for people who want help. yep well hope i helped….
January 19th, 2004 at 4:14 am
no not really
January 19th, 2004 at 9:28 am
rightttttt
January 21st, 2004 at 6:26 pm
to scotland and anon, i’ll just say it to the one anon, as its so obvious you are the all the same twat, but, i get the impression that you also are suicidal?? otherwise, why look for sites like this in the first place if you were so happy with your ‘perfect’ lives! ha bloody ha! your more sad than any of these people with depression, which is why your on your own, getting old and very lonely. either that or your faces are like the elephant mans arse! oops, sorry, thats an insult to the elephant man!
i feel for you all with depression, as i suffer too.
sending you lots of love xxx
smilerxx
January 22nd, 2004 at 8:57 am
You all suck north african slum peoples cocks…and you all fucking love it!!!!
January 22nd, 2004 at 9:55 am
well every time i leave comment or follow up it is taken off whats that all about?????????
smilerxx all i can say is im happy and i got plenty home movies to prove as for sitting on own that is pleasure to me as i seem to be souruonded with people most times and i aint suicidal i came on here to see if some belter would top them selfs on webcam while i watch and egg them on so i can go on tv also would like to rip pish out smoke2k most people are toital belters like ripper told you i was hardcore well f**** him and you 2 and im glad you are depressed and hope you dont get better soon also if you read most of posts you will see they are left by kids(can tell by wording) me im not old but not young love a toke and poke and ripping pish out you jokes
as said before but was taking down this site is shite
see ya belters
scotland aka slimkb
January 22nd, 2004 at 10:37 am
i am a kid then huh
January 22nd, 2004 at 12:04 pm
yeah, you are right scot, you are a kid. you cant even spell. like i said, very sad. but people, like you, all get their turn…..yours will come very soon. you are dirty scum. but its people like us that fight back, while you will not be able to. losers cant.
January 22nd, 2004 at 12:15 pm
Scotland –
Your comments are moderated because they are either offensive or inappropriate.
Do not be profane or promote violence in your posts and you’ll have no problems.
–Christopher
January 23rd, 2004 at 8:19 am
last 4 post not put up seems this is not a site of opions but one were it is limmited to saying what they want to hear i see abuse and profanity about africans and parts of human anatomy yet my posts are taken down well im outta here you want to email me for what i think or link to chat mines that is then here is mail adress redhotmodels@hotmail.com
SCOTLAND AKA SLIMKEVB
January 25th, 2004 at 4:43 pm
hi.
did u ever find out the address of the website?
i no it
but you’ll never no
this is the first and last entery you’ll ever hear of me
goodbye
seras
January 26th, 2004 at 11:01 am
people shut the fuck up and learn 2 deal with suicidal people! i mean really at sum point in every1s life they want 2 die…. sum people just think it more! im suicidal but a really good person… i just hav 8 mental disorders im dealing with currently! so shut up and deal with it!
January 26th, 2004 at 1:00 pm
u oviously dont hvae a clue wot its like to feel the way some ppl do
January 28th, 2004 at 11:04 pm
ok, #1 fuck every last person who mocks the depressed people.. #2 i have been depressed for about 2-3 years now and i used to cut my self and shit and i fucked up the nerves in my arms and the only reason i stopped is because it scared my sister so bad, and once you get over it, you will feel like some your aren’t but its ok, it’ll get better
January 29th, 2004 at 11:57 am
cutting is for attention seekers ive admitted i dont have the guts to kill my self thats y im still here but if i did have the guts id be dead
but anyways cutting is way for attention seekers ethier kill ure self or just dont cut coz its lame
January 30th, 2004 at 6:49 pm
cutting ur self is not for attention seekers its just means ur weak and there is something thats holding u back who said this site was for hardcore depressives
who made u queen bitch
January 30th, 2004 at 8:14 pm
cutting is my only release from pain. if i hurt myself, no-one else can
January 31st, 2004 at 10:51 am
o.k thats self pitying crap either there is pain which is causing u to fuck ur self up that way
or like queen bitch says ur an attention seeker
give a reason or grow up
January 31st, 2004 at 4:46 pm
i dont need to give you a reason. i know my reasons and they are my business.
why dont you grow up, live in the real world, and realise that your best friend in the whole world is probably doing the very same thing. but like your name, your a nobody, so your probably not likely to be a ‘good’ friend anyway.
chow
February 2nd, 2004 at 7:07 am
im sorry but do u cut on ure arms?… im guessing yes…so everyone can see and pity u right…. right
fiona AKA queen bitch
February 3rd, 2004 at 6:42 pm
i’d just like to say, a lot of you on this web site are still in your adolescence. a lot of talk is going on about how depression is a chemical imbalance.Whether this is true,or not true A FACT is that going through puberty and teenage years has massive chemical changes going on in your body. Therefore,some days you can feel as happy as ever, and the next day you may want to die.this naturel time of your life can make you feel all kinds of different things.its scary, yes.but you can all get through it.Some of you however will be clinically depressed.for you, you need professional help.professional that is.illnesses can not be cured via the net.no one can predict their future,each day brings a new challenge.those challenges help us grow up and develope as people,depite might what have happened in the past.dont cut anything short now,because yor future is what YOU want to make it.
February 4th, 2004 at 12:46 am
As most of you can tell, this post is getting pretty incredibly large. In order to better facilitate this discussion, I’ve set up a discussion board at http://www.lurid.org/phpBB2
The account creation process is remarkably simple. I don’t even have email verification activated yet. Just pick your screen name and start posting.
I’d like everyone to register, especially those users who are active participants on the the various threads about suicide and suicide chat. Movabletype’s system of single-threading responses is good for general blogging, but gets rather cumbersome when you have 1,000+ responses on a single topic. The discussion board will dramatically improve load times. No more waiting for 1,000 responses to download before you can add your comments.
Please get registered and begin moving your discussions to the appropriate forum.
Again, the address is http://www.lurid.org/phpBB2
Thanks.
Christopher
February 18th, 2004 at 11:31 am
I`ve read all the comments here, and i got too say that it breakes my heart too see how some of you thinks that other peoples suicides and depression is something you can make jokes off and that this is just some piece of entertainment for you. How can you sit infront off your computer or tv and judge people that is so desperate after peace of mind that they either cut or kill themself? I know there is nothing I can say too make you change your minds, but I hope that when you grow older you will be ashamed off what you have thought and said about this subject. As a closing I do wish that you will never go through what some off these people have been through
March 2nd, 2004 at 6:25 am
Hey everybody some of you now who I am from long ago and the new comers HI IM ANON 1 what has hapend none of the other anons have replaied in ages and SCOTLAND has changed sides he used to agree with use saying U lot should be living organ doners (quoted from the 6th of jan 04 scroll up) so if any of u are still out there anons write in and say hi C ya around.
March 8th, 2004 at 1:17 pm
id just like to say i think this sites cool but u guys need to stop tryin to push suicidal people over the edge im 16 and havin been fellin suicidal for years but for no for seen circamstance witch is even worse as u fell like a person that no one understands but my moto is if u dont understand yourself theres no way any one els could understand u
March 11th, 2004 at 6:28 am
im going to kill myself because i get bullied every day and i cannot handle it no more
March 23rd, 2004 at 4:13 am
4 all the people on here that wanna die dont talk 2 topaz_biatch@hotmail.com cos shes pretending that she wants 2 kill her self n that but she doesnt really shes trying 2 prevent in shes a counciller n im gonna make her life a misery.
March 23rd, 2004 at 4:15 am
TRACEY: you r sad if u kill your self, i know u get bullied n that but i think u r doin it 4 attention
March 23rd, 2004 at 4:15 am
TRACEY: you r sad if u kill your self, i know u get bullied n that but i think u r doin it 4 attention how old r u
March 23rd, 2004 at 4:18 am
SMILA: u r a sad fuck up n u r doing it 4 attention i wudnt dream of killing my self but then agen im not an attention seeker
May 7th, 2004 at 10:51 am
What is every boudy so pissed off about just shut the fuck up and listen you all sound like assholes
May 7th, 2004 at 10:51 am
What is every boudy so pissed off about just shut the fuck up and listen you all sound like assholes
May 7th, 2004 at 10:52 am
What is every boudy so pissed off about just shut the fuck up and listen you all sound like assholes
May 7th, 2004 at 10:52 am
What is every boudy so pissed off about just shut the fuck up and listen you all sound like assholes
October 19th, 2005 at 3:53 pm
Comments are working now.
March 10th, 2007 at 11:10 am
can u take alot of provigil (this is given to night shift workers and keeps you awake) or would 15 - 37.5mg of adipex (amphetamine) do the trick? if any one knows please email me @ rpsgt2003@windstream.net thanks.