Archive for February, 2004

Some small updates

Saturday, February 28th, 2004

I made some minor changes to the site this evening. Nothing major…yet.

Here is a larger excerpt from the poem “Burnt Norton”, No. 1 of Four Seasons by T.S. Eliot, from which I borrowed the quote in the header image.

Time present and time past
Are both perhaps present in time future,
And time future contained in time past.
If all time is eternally present
All time is unredeemable.
What might have been is an abstraction
Remaining a perpetual possibility
Only in a world of speculation.
What might have been and what has been
Point to one end, which is always present.
Footfalls echo in the memory
Down the passage which we did not take
Towards the door we never opened
Into the rose-garden.

Strange days

Saturday, February 28th, 2004

Something has been bothering me lately and I’m not sure exactly what it is. Do you ever get the feeling that there are things going on in the world that you have absolutely no control over whatsoever, but will influence your life anyway?

Somewhere out there, a couple is having dinner and discussing something that will eventually influence my life. But I have no idea who it is, or what the discussion is about. Does that sound like the ravings someone in the throes of dementia praecox or what?

Maybe seeing The Passion of the Christ today has something to do with it. At the time of Christ’s death, who could have predicted the historial importance of that singular event? Which of the conversations of Christ’s accusers was ultimately responsible for his condemnation? Did they have any idea at the time how weighty a decision they were making?

That single conversation would ultimately alter the course of history. Who knows what types of conversations people are having at this very moment, 7:00 CST on Feb. 28th 2004, that could effect my life in the future?

Thus is the nature of my navel-gazing tonight.

10,000 Maniacs : These are Days

Monday, February 23rd, 2004

I made a new compliation CD on Thursday and this song has really been stuck in my head. Thought I’d share the lyrics.

Band: 10,000 Mainacs
Album: Our Time in Eden
Song: These are Days

These are days you’ll remember.
Never before and never since,
I promise,
will the whole world be warm as this.
And as you feel it, you’ll know it’s true
that you are blessed and lucky.
It’s true that you are touched by something
that will grow and bloom in you.
These are the days you’ll remember.
When May is rushing over you
with desire to be part of the miracles
you see in every hour.
You’ll know it’s true
that you are blessed and lucky.

It’s true that you are touched by something
that will grow and bloom in you.
These are days.
These are the days you might
fill with laughter until you break.
These days you might
feel a shaft of light make its way
across your face.
And when you do
you’ll know how it was meant to be.
See the signs and know their meaning.
It’s true, you’ll know how it was meant to be.
Hear the signs and know
they’re speaking to you, to you.

Here’s the whole lineup. While not nearly as diverse as most of my others, this one flows very, very well. Format is Artist/Album/Track name:

Track 01: Tori Amos - Little Earthquakes - Precious Things.
Track 02: Garbage - beautifulgarbage - Til The Day I Die.
Track 03: White Stripes-Elephant - I Want To Be The Boy.
Track 04: Alanis Morissette - Under Rug Swept - Hands Clean.
Track 05: Dave Matthews Band - Busted Stuff - Grace Is Gone.
Track 06: 10,000 Maniacs - Our Time In Eden - Few And Far Between.
Track 07: A Perfect Circle - Mer De Noms - Sleeping Beauty.
Track 08: The Cranberries - Everybody Else Is Doing It - Linger.
Track 09: Alanis Morissette - Under Rug Swept - Precious Illusions.
Track 10: 10,000 Maniacs - Our Time In Eden - These Are Days.
Track 11: The White Stripes- White Blood Cells - The Same Boy You’ve Always Known.
Track 12: Stabbing Westward - Darkest Days - You Complete Me.
Track 13: Alanis Morissette - Under Rug Swept - Flinch.
Track 14: Dave Matthews Band - Crash - Say Goodbye.
Track 15: The Adventures - The Sea Of Love - You Dont Have to Cry Anymore.
Track 16: Alanis Morissette - Under Rug Swept - That Particular Time.
Track 17: Dirty Dancing Soundtrack - Ive Had the Time Of My Life.
Total size: 73:49.23

Survivor All Stars : Episode 2 Rant

Friday, February 6th, 2004

Long but very entertaining read from alt.tv.survivor.
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Survivor All Stars : Episode 1 Rant

Thursday, February 5th, 2004

Let the rants begin!

Episode 1 is up.
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Lurid Forums Now Open!

Wednesday, February 4th, 2004

I’ve set up a discussion board at http://www.lurid.org/phpBB2

The account creation process is remarkably simple. I don’t even have email verification activated yet. Just pick your screen name and start posting.

I’d like everyone to register, especially those users who are active participants on the the various threads about suicide and suicide chat. Movabletype’s system of single-threading responses is good for general blogging, but gets rather cumbersome when you have 1,000+ responses on a single topic. The discussion board will dramatically improve load times. No more waiting for 1,000 responses to download before you can add your comments.

Please get registered and begin moving your discussions to the appropriate forum.

Again, the address is http://www.lurid.org/phpBB2

Thanks.

North Korea’s Death Camp

Monday, February 2nd, 2004

This is one of the most disturbing stories I’ve ever read. Ever.

We went to war with Iraq over less than this. If what these people are claiming is true, we have to do something about it. Human rights violations of this magnititude and cruelty are unacceptable.

!!!!!WARNING!!!!!EXTREMELY GRAPHIC STORY FOLLOWS!!!!!!!!

Revealed: the gas chamber horror of North Korea’s gulag

A series of shocking personal testimonies is now shedding light on Camp 22 - one of the country’s most horrific secrets

Antony Barnett
Sunday February 1, 2004
The Observer

In the remote north-eastern corner of North Korea, close to the border of Russia and China, is Haengyong. Hidden away in the mountains, this remote town is home to Camp 22 - North Korea’s largest concentration camp, where thousands of men, women and children accused of political crimes are held.
Now, it is claimed, it is also where thousands die each year and where prison guards stamp on the necks of babies born to prisoners to kill them.

Over the past year harrowing first-hand testimonies from North Korean defectors have detailed execution and torture, and now chilling evidence has emerged that the walls of Camp 22 hide an even more evil secret: gas chambers where horrific chemical experiments are conducted on human beings.

Witnesses have described watching entire families being put in glass chambers and gassed. They are left to an agonising death while scientists take notes. The allegations offer the most shocking glimpse so far of Kim Jong-il’s North Korean regime.

Kwon Hyuk, who has changed his name, was the former military attaché at the North Korean Embassy in Beijing. He was also the chief of management at Camp 22. In the BBC’s This World documentary, to be broadcast tonight, Hyuk claims he now wants the world to know what is happening.

‘I witnessed a whole family being tested on suffocating gas and dying in the gas chamber,’ he said. ‘The parents, son and and a daughter. The parents were vomiting and dying, but till the very last moment they tried to save kids by doing mouth-to-mouth breathing.’

Hyuk has drawn detailed diagrams of the gas chamber he saw. He said: ‘The glass chamber is sealed airtight. It is 3.5 metres wide, 3m long and 2.2m high_ [There] is the injection tube going through the unit. Normally, a family sticks together and individual prisoners stand separately around the corners. Scientists observe the entire process from above, through the glass.’

He explains how he had believed this treatment was justified. ‘At the time I felt that they thoroughly deserved such a death. Because all of us were led to believe that all the bad things that were happening to North Korea were their fault; that we were poor, divided and not making progress as a country.

‘It would be a total lie for me to say I feel sympathetic about the children dying such a painful death. Under the society and the regime I was in at the time, I only felt that they were the enemies. So I felt no sympathy or pity for them at all.’

His testimony is backed up by Soon Ok-lee, who was imprisoned for seven years. ‘An officer ordered me to select 50 healthy female prisoners,’ she said. ‘One of the guards handed me a basket full of soaked cabbage, told me not to eat it but to give it to the 50 women. I gave them out and heard a scream from those who had eaten them. They were all screaming and vomiting blood. All who ate the cabbage leaves started violently vomiting blood and screaming with pain. It was hell. In less than 20 minutes they were quite dead.’

Defectors have smuggled out documents that appear to reveal how methodical the chemical experiments were. One stamped ‘top secret’ and ‘transfer letter’ is dated February 2002. The name of the victim was Lin Hun-hwa. He was 39. The text reads: ‘The above person is transferred from … camp number 22 for the purpose of human experimentation of liquid gas for chemical weapons.’

Kim Sang-hun, a North Korean human rights worker, says the document is genuine. He said: ‘It carries a North Korean format, the quality of paper is North Korean and it has an official stamp of agencies involved with this human experimentation. A stamp they cannot deny. And it carries names of the victim and where and why and how these people were experimented [on].’

The number of prisoners held in the North Korean gulag is not known: one estimate is 200,000, held in 12 or more centres. Camp 22 is thought to hold 50,000.

Most are imprisoned because their relatives are believed to be critical of the regime. Many are Christians, a religion believed by Kim Jong-il to be one of the greatest threats to his power. According to the dictator, not only is a suspected dissident arrested but also three generations of his family are imprisoned, to root out the bad blood and seed of dissent.

With North Korea trying to win concessions in return for axing its nuclear programme, campaigners want human rights to be a part of any deal. Richard Spring, Tory foreign affairs spokesman, is pushing for a House of Commons debate on human rights in North Korea.

‘The situation is absolutely horrific,’ Spring said. ‘It is totally unacceptable by any norms of civilised society. It makes it even more urgent to convince the North Koreans that procuring weapons of mass destruction must end, not only for the security of the region but for the good of their own population.’

Mervyn Thomas, chief executive of Christian Solidarity Worldwide, said: ‘For too long the horrendous suffering of the people of North Korea, especially those imprisoned in unspeakably barbaric prison camps, has been met with silence … It is imperative that the international community does not continue to turn a blind eye to these atrocities which should weigh heavily on the world’s conscience.’